August 7th, 2013, one of my ex-classmate in the post-graduated class has passed away. Friends told me she got all the pressure in facing her problems because she would not share her problems and keep all for herself. My heart hurt so bad and I couldn't even believe what I read in the first time I received the text. I mean... She was one of my friends that supported me when I was down, told me not to give up and said she would be there if I need her... Why then this happening to her? Her cool act and smile keep floating in my head ever since I heard the news. I can't believe she has gone now.. She broke our heart and left that scars of regrets.
After we graduated and I went back to Indonesia for good, our chat history can be counted by one hand. Busy with our own new life, barely update each other news. Oh, how I wish we chatted more. Wonder if things could be different if we did different things? Aiyah... Regrets wouldn't let her back though... Tomorrow, she will take her last journey in this world..
For Sunny:
Before you leave Sun, I'd like you to know that you were the nicest friend I ever had. Thanks for all of your supports and accompanies in that two years. Glad we spent some times hung out together, had dinner and KTV ^^ I won't say that our friendship is as short as two years college life, because where ever you are, you will always be our friend *hug* sometimes in the future, we sure will meet again :) Sorry I can't make it to your 告別式 tomorrow, but many friends will be there for this reunion you made (quote from 維尼's). Wish you are in peace now :)
Oh, PS, if you happen to meet Jobs, please ask when he will invite iHeaven so we could keep in touch and know that you are fine, ok? :p
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For my reader:
Please please please treasure your life. Remember that everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end. Try to speak up and find support from others before you made silly decision. Treasure your life
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